Made Up

"Sometimes I wonder if any other outcome was possible.

I wish I could know if these events could have played out any other way.

I always find myself answering, 'No.'

Maybe different reasons...different circumstances, but always the same end result.

I'd like to think that that isn't true...or, if it is, that it's simply unpreventable. Still, I find myself wondering if maybe she was right, after all...

I don't want her to be. I don't want to know that I am exactly what society has made me...exactly what society requires I be.

After all, everyone wants to be a rebel.

...

Much of me wonders if this has happened to her, before...I can almost see it: A younger Lia, wider eyes, who looked a bit harder for miracles.

I suppose I'll never know."


Yeah, long winded. It's from the story she's from [which I'm not going in to, you try and figure it out >3]..and...yeah. She's Lia, btw...and not speaking, in the monologue thing. Done in the colored pencils Te bought me [<33333333333] and ink. Um..yeah.